Saturday, July 27, 2013

Sheathe


As I gradually sheathe myself, the ambiance started to darken, the eyes can no longer caught sight of the cruel world. Once purely mutated, I will unfurl myself, never going to let the eyes have a glimpse of the past

Walked through the path whilst looking down, holding a heart so downright heavy. The tears can never stop running away from these eyes of mine. An imperceptible mirror slowly loomed. I took a closer look, & with just a blink of an eye, I see myself in nudity. My hands suppressed around this macilent body with such distinct scars. Insecurity now has developed.

Words from various beings noticing my physique echoed through the mind. It took me down utterly. The inner goddess rolled his eyes. He disregards whatever those walking mirrors have shown & gave a subtle smirk, " You do not open your eyes every day to hear such criticism. Keep on living your life & have a spark of hope that there might be a man out there who loves you regardless of your flaws. "

Trying to be reassured whilst pushing the negativity away. Subconscious in me uttered a word, " Mutation ". I held my head up abruptly & set it into deliberation. The inner demon stomped his blood red trident loudly on the hard ground, making himself conspicuous with such a vengeful concept in mind, drawing such a grimace on his face. Been neglecting the dark side ever since life has taught me such valuable lessons.

I will not remodel myself hastily, nevertheless I will make it subtle, inch by inch not to disfigure the mind & personality - let that be maintained. So I hope, from there, strangers will see me in a different light. And hopefully, my confidence level will outshine spontaneously.

Let us just wait & see what the vivid future might bring me.

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