One last time, I promise that after tonight, I will let you go
Every angle that I see is perfect in every way. You made me realized how beautiful you are. For that entire night, I do not give a single drop of fuck who you are with because I wanted to remind myself that just that night, you are mine & that I will wake up in your very arms the very next day. I wish I am not in this dejecting state I am in. I wish I could drown in my own tears & be gone. Your stubble when it touched my skin, it made my muscles sing. My inner God was begging for more yet, I despised that I know what I was doing was downright wrong.
As I caressed your lips with my thumb, it made me be at ease. You made me curled my toes & clawed the sheets. Who cares that you got him in your heart when all I wanted was to be with you for the very last time. I initially thought that the other night we had was going to be the first & the last one, but hell I got it all wrong.
I am not afflicted by what has transpired; but, I am just ashamed of myself for being so selfish. I wish I would not even have known you - Someone so exquisite yet can never be in my arms forever. Perhaps, everything happens for a reason that reasons can never fathom.
Now, I just can barely wait to be away from everything. Even if it takes years down the road, I will make sure that what I plan for will be the result at the end of it.
When you wrapped me up in your arms, you perished all the sorrows I had in me & for that, I thank you. I have not been cuddled, kissed, touched so passionately till this transpired. I hope that things will go well with that man of yours. I had my lucky night; but, he has his lucky man - you.
