Dejection

So arousing yet the sequel will turned up as a dejection, but he can never refrain himself from the seductive offer, which in the end lingers him in deep agony

Here is a story someone [ will be in bold on the scene he will be in with the same gender ] had gone through & he had shared his story with me. My permission on sharing his story to my blog was approved by him but I will not mention anyone's name as I do not want anyone who knows them to judge them in such a manner, I respect them. So read, learn & understand cause it might stumble upon your life as well.


A frigid night it was, stroke past midnight. There he was, laying in bed with his laptop on his lap, surfing through some of his social networks, Facebook, Tagged, et cetera. Out of the blue, a nudge was given from one of his social networks. Checked it out & it revealed to be the man he used to coupled with back in the days where he got wild. One word emerged from his mind as soon as he responded to the man's greeting, which was, lechery.

He knew his cunning moves & predicted the source of that man wanting to start a conversation with him. Apparently, he was right. The conversation got mischievous. In the end, he invited him to come over his house. He took his time to ruminate regarding his invitation. Slowly the lust for him returned & he could not elude but instead accepted his invitation, then took a cab there.

Reached to his destination, he called that man. The man came down, & paid the cab fare for him. Guided him to that man's house. They had a few decent conversations regarding things that have been occurring through their lives. The man now is staying with his partner & they bought the house, together living with them are 5 adorable cats owned by his partner. It felt like home as the place was so cozy.

Such sweetness their love story can be. But then, that man wanted to seek someone who is passive. His partner approved of him in doing so, & is helping him by searching one for him as well. They somehow wanted a third party, a tri-relationship. It was rather complex on the way he elaborate how he wanted the relationship to turn out. From his perspective, it is just a rebound for the third party as it is all about the satisfaction in bed with both lovers. He looked lugubrious a few minutes later. " You okay? ", That man asked. He nodded with a smirk afterwards, trying to make things less awkward.

Eventually, the man leaded him to the room where the pleasure would take place. The man laid in bed while he sat down at the side of the bed, not facing towards him. They had a few decent talks, then slowly the man began to wrap his hands over his waist, pulling him closer. 

He turned to him, slowly looked into the man's eyes which lust for his body. Their lips touched & slowly it got roughed as they continued kissing. He pulled his delicate hair, for it was the sign of loving how things were going on between them. The man moaned & the scene got more aggressive. He let his tongue linger around his nip, hence the man showed the pleasurable expression. Slowly he was going towards his neck, wanting to nibble but the man eschewed from getting marks. Different positions they did. Soon he wanted to release that man's satisfaction which the man let him so. After it transpired, the man slowly tried to catch up on his breath, closed his eyes while he kissed him on his forehead, then insisted him to continue satisfy himself by continuing the scene though he no more felt the need for pleasure. He then got on top of him & used him so truculently that it made him moaned so bad, which he loved the heavy pain he was going through.

After the rough coitus he had with him in bed, as soon as the last drop of satisfaction had shed from his body, the heart of chains turned rusty, eventually it faded away & the scars began to unfold slightly. Washed themselves in separate washrooms. They sat & talk till it stroke 6 in the morning. He wanted to make his move. The man guided him to the door, he wore his flip flops, waved him goodbye & walked towards the lift.

The moment he got out of sight, the scars unfurled a little more. That very first step he took once he got out from the lift, the scars got wide open thoroughly. Heart so vulnerable, with the emotions so blue being drained inside. The atmosphere turned gloomy, & soon, his mind began to fill up with memories so blue while the conversation he had with that man came playing as the background. He wanted to shed a teardrop or two but none rises from his very eyes right at the beginning, as they can no longer cry anymore. But the heart continued weeping for the afflicting course he was going through was unbearable.

A deep breath taken, as the scene continued. So tired to regain strength, yet not a single teardrop was flowing down his chin to satisfy his fragile heart. Plugged in his earpieces, & played a song that will let the doleful emotions run deep till his heart bleed profusely for that was his solution to be at ease. Though it would take him a certain period of time, that was the only way.

To be in pain will always be the key to release all those negative emotions that were caged in his heart other than tearing till the very last drop. Meanwhile, he closed his eyes & let the heavy process continued running. Oh that awful lamentation, so explicit.

He kept reminding himself to never do this empty satisfaction again with anybody, unless the satisfaction transpired with sparks of love guiding its way as well. However he failed to keep his words. A disgrace to himself, a disappointment he made to his body, especially to his heart oh so weak. He took the risk & he received the consequences so badly.

Too realistic words can be. They can cut through your skin so deep that you can just drop down on your knees for a split second. All those strength turned to weakness. All he ever received from him was an excellent compliment, yet it was an insult for him as he felt the rebound. And for that he placed the hatred to the sex symbol that is tattooed in him.

" Henceforth, I will stop killing myself with all this plain physical contact with anyone in bed. I have to or it will drive me through this torment again & again. It is so hard for me to tolerate this any longer. I have to make that very effort to shun this aside though the temptation can be so seductive, likewise how alluring devils can be. ", He said to himself.

The heartbreaking story ended there. And it was left as a deep scar which he will never ever neglect.


Be wary of others when they offered you something so lustful for it might bring you such grieve at the end of the day. Hope you find the story interesting though it is long & quite intricate.